oh life . . .

I've spent the last 3 weeks trying to decide what to do with my house. I'm spending quite a large amount of money on gas. I also drive 60 miles round trip to work and home each day. But I haven't lived in my home long enough to really move yet.

I put some pencil to paper this past week and figured I will lose about $8,000 -$10,000 if I sell now. That's crazy right??? I keep telling myself that. I think if I stay here another year or so I may recoup some of that.

It's so hard to trust God.

I found a fabulous house in Bartlesville and made some money selling less than a year later. It made it possible for me to buy the house I'm in now. And I had such a peace about this house and really feel like God led me here. But why did he lead me 30 miles from the office I would work in??

Some people have told me just to put it on the market and see what happens. But do you know how hard it would be to have a home on the market with two dogs?? And how much work it's going to be to fill all the holes in the backyard from my digger, Benton.

Needless to say, I don't have a peace about anything right now. About staying or selling. God always answers and I just have to remember that.